Monday, June 9
today, is the day where my faith in you gets tested.
and faith as it is, basically means believing, even though you cannot see it.
even though i know nothing or see the truth in my own eyes, but if i tell you i put my faith in you. I'm telling you i believe in you, that you will do nothing and everything if necessary to protect what we've built. With faith, comes trust. And i, trust you. I trust that in your heart there is only me and i trust in your goodness, in your love, in what you do to show it, in the words you say, i trust You. And if there's anyone i trust the most, its you. I trust that you will do your best, to not fail me. Because it is only with all this, i can really tell you that ....i. l.o.v.e. y.o.u. (:
sorry guys if this seems a tad too mushy. cant help it sometimes.
ANYWAY, work today was alright. I just find it so hard to suit and to accustom myself EACH TIME whenever i work with different preceptors..everyone has their own ways of doing things and its not the patients that make things difficult or stressful. Its the stress that you get from some people when you dont do things their way or when you do things the way you were taught previously. Get what i mean? And i still have yet to work with my assigned preceptor! Which is pretty frustrating because i have so many checklists to be signed which have yet to be signed. Sigh. I just hope i'll get through things. Other than that, i do like the place, has its variations of pace. When its busy, its reallllyy busy. But i do like wd53 as well. So i'm kinda still in between. hah. And i was late for work today! Could'nt get my ass outta bed simply cause i spent 3 days at nesh's place. Had a drinking session on Saturday. loved the high state i was in..We caught Kungfu panda on Friday. It was awesome! i loveee the panda! simply adorable. The effects were very well done with a touch of humour..i give it 4 out of 5 popcorns! Bought the movie combo set and we both have our very own Kungfu Panda water tumblers! And it has a character on top of the tumbler. They ran out of the panda so i had the shi fu instead. I still dont know what animal it looks like but nesh insists its a rat. Which i personally DONT THINK so.
Well that's all for now. Oh, saw all the year 1s back for clinicals in NUH today..kinda miss being in the wards for that reason. :( oh well, i'll have to wait till end of the year i guess..((:
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
6:50 PM
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