Tuesday, October 9
well well, its been've a month
and
yes things have been pretty alright.
So far so good. Just completed 6.5 weeks of attachments with obviously some episodes of depression and all that crap.
I'm starting to get used to the way things are, of not having days off on the weekdays, not seeing him as often as i used to, change of shifts, not having enough time to finish writing reports, not having the time to even take 5 minutes off work to go to the toilet, going home waaayy after scheduled hours, dragging myself to work the very next day(at times), well all's not bad. i just like that i'm very involved in patient care right now rather than the days in Year1&2. It truly makes ALOT of difference. My Results were way above expectations and i certainly hope i get into NUS's Nursing Faculty, fingers crossed please! Things at home have'nt exactly been favourable, i mean the 49 year old XY chromosomed being in my house is'nt exactly being very pleasing to the mind or soul..makes me wanna move out after i graduate. But then again i could use the rental cash for so much things. sigh but living here is almost close to hell. i shall emphasize ALMOST. so here i go, locking myself in my room, away from him. Apart from that, life's been alright..just worried about a few things, as usual but somehow, i'm grateful to know he's gonna be around and if things are meant to turn out that way, then i guess we'd have to accept it and we'll go through it all together. So, i think i shall go catch some sleep. Good Night World. *Loves.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
11:36 PM
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