Tuesday, September 11
its a tueeesdayy night, 2300hrs.
having spent the past 2 nights over at theinesh's place.
because i happened to be on a 7AM shift at A&E on monday and today itself.
I hate it when i get back, when you know you've spent a reasonable period of time with the person you love, and its just been've JUST the two of you, everything's irresistably saccharine and all. You know the i love you so much i just wanna hold you kinda feeling. and suddenly, when its time to leave for the day or the next few days being apart. It feels so different. I mean i start to ponder, why is it that time is'nt ever enough when i'm around him and it sucks feeling this way. I dont know what's it called but i've personally termed it separation syndrome. thankfully its effects wear off after a good night's rest which would be slightly different as well. dammit. anyway the A&E is really awesome. i know i've said it a tad too often but i think it pretty much suits me. Its definitely either the Intensive Care Unit or the Emergency Dept. What can i say, i mean, i pretty much love being in the fast lane. Have'nt had sufficient sleep recently considering the amount of AM shifts i've done. Which is the exact reason why i could NEVER hold a regular 8-5 job kinda thing. its mentally, emotionally and physically draining. So, off to catch 50 winks.
Good Night world.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
11:09 PM
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