Saturday, August 4
happy 19th to me.
Thank you so much to those who wished me.
Those whom i did'nt expect to, wished me.
Thanks alot people. appreciate it! ((:
I admit i thought things were gonna be sucky this year.
Worked like hell last night, just to end it all with a ICE COLD SHOWER "clothes-on" appraoch.
Thanks to the GH fisherians. Thanks for not making it such a horrible one also.
yes i admit i was lucky not to be thrown into the huge dirty green trash bin.
I started getting all emo and upset after hearing of a rumour.
but theinesh i know i made it a little difficult for you last night. I understand what you really needed was my support and my trust in you.
And despite my questions, i believe in you, i believe you were faithful.
And i'm sorry if i made you feel more stressed out than you already were.
Spent an hour or so with the fisherians at PS, with panjie, chai, din, khalid and sarah.
Was feeling a little cranky and all, then headed down to pasir ris, thank you for putting up with my cranky-ness.
Spent the night over his place, Rishi looked so cute today i tell you! Then went back homee earlier than usual, did'nt want mummy to complain so much since i have'nt been home much lately.
And it was on my journey back that i realized i did'nt need to spend today with anyone else. Just you, and you made everything alright, you were the one who can really keep me happy and i'm grateful i have you in my life.
As mushy as this might sound, i love you and it does'nt feel like my birthday but it feels like its our anniversary or something..i dont know how to explain it. You just make everything different and i like the feeling you give me. I wanna spend my other birthdays and your birthday with you..
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
3:10 PM
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