Sunday, June 17
I am so damn frustrated, pissed, and just irritated
And i choose not to tell anyone or anything
So i shall vent it all out here.
Firstly, i Hate myself.
For fcuking spending so much this month
Like, How in the world can 950 bucks be insufficient for a 19 year old like me
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE!!!
OMG!!
And because of my spendthrift ways!
I'm not going for a holiday as i've planned
because i have no cash to do so!
This is fcuking frustrating!!
I'm so damn pissed with myself!
And when i look at everyone's fulfilled holidays,
while i am stuck here, "enjoying" my holidays!
WHAT THE HELL MAN!
SIGH.
i seriously need to start thinking about saving.
Like SERIOUSLY.
And next.
Fish&Co did'nt give me a freaking schedule next week!
What the hell is going on??!!
Screw Cathy laa.
ffb!!
i am so pissed i could jump off my window latch right now!
Sighh..
Whatever it is..
i really feel so sad&angry right now..
i think i shall just do something worthwhile..
GOOODBYE CRUEL WORLD
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
9:27 PM
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