Sunday, June 24
Have you ever felt,
that the one person u want to be with
somehow does'nt feel quite the same way.
Its like they say someone can be the right one for you
but you might not necessarily be the right one for that person
somehow, i'm feeling that way
that maybe, or at least what it seems to me is that
I dont actually make you very happy
I dont know what i'm doing wrong, it could help if you told me
but, thing is..i dont really know how you truly, feel about me.
I still remember when you said..
"if you're already so naggy now..i dont know about next time"
it could sorta imply alot of things right?
andd..
i said something about you needing anger management..
and you told me the reason is obvious..
somehow implying i'm always making you angry..
Maybe Ayu is right..
I should'nt think about the future right now..
If it happens it happens..
but thing is..
i'm not a day to day kinda person
I like to think ahead..
I dont know what to do..
I dont want to fall so deep, and in the end, come to realize that i'm not the person, my boyfriend would want to have in future..
or realize that, I actually dont or I cant keep him happy..
i mean, its almost as good as not being together right?
But i hate letting go.
If only i knew the truth, the real truth about how you really feel.
Labels: Happiness, Liposuction
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
10:51 PM
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