Sunday, March 25
gooodd afternoon,
its a Sunday Afternoon in Sunny Bangkok.
tomorrow we're gonna have to wake up really early so we've decided not to hang out much today.
Yesterday was great, shopping in Chatuchak. Which is like 100 times bigger than bugis street.
I reckon we actually managed to cover the whole area. Lol
I woke up crying, had a bad dream, read ur msges which somehow made me cry even more.
I wish sometimes, that you'd love me as much as i do,
or at least u could make me your number one in your life.
then maybe you would'nt have forgotten to msg me yesterday before you slept.
You have no idea how long i was waiting for your msg last night
that i just fell asleep on the bed, hoping for a msg in the morning,
i woke up to nothing.
Maybe i should'nt expect anything,
You tell me not to love you less, but maybe i should,
so i wont end up crying when it seems like you dont feel the way i do.
its hard, loving someone much much more than he/she does.
but then again, all i ever wanted of you was to love me,
i never thought i'd want you to love me as much as i do
and wanting that of you, would be an impossible dream.
I think i'm being unreasonable.
i miss you and i wish i could love you less, but i cant.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
12:59 PM
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