Saturday, September 16
you said :
even when you're old at 70, hunched back with a walking stick.
i will still say you're pretty.
you know why being with you can be bliss ?
it is the feeling of being totally secure.
knowing that, you know what you're doing, you know what you want in life, you know what i want and you know how exactly to look after me, the words you speak are'nt overly mushy or harsh, in fact they're adequate, at times, you do lose it and the temper, but i always find myself loving you even more after such episodes.
i hope you like the Ritz apple strudel i bought. it was something i had always wanted to do, and promised to do, never got the chance to, and now, i thought i'd do it.
and with the feeling of being able to put my whole trust in you.
even if you told me that girl on the street was pretty or hot,
i would'nt give a shit.
in fact i might just agree with you and rate her for you..
because i know, at the end of the day,
its gonna be me.
i am confident enough to say that.
i trust you enough, to say that.
there's no one else whom i can trust or confide in anymore.
and the fact that we've both changed, for good, makes things even better.
and although i'm shocked bout you saying, you'll save your mom instead of me, if we're both drowning.
but, come to think of it.
you've matured.
and i think you know too, i would save my mom, instead of you too.haha.
you've realized the importance of family. especially since you do have a wonderful family. really. you owe them so much.
and you've somehow come to realize the importance of my family, to me.
and i totally respect that about you.
if only, we had sorted all this out, previously,
things would be so different now.
i would'nt have made mistakes i regret making.
but then again,
everything happens for a reason,
it lets you know who you'll never work out with, people who will lie to you, shows you the true colours of people, lets you know your true friends, makes changes within yourself.
hey, everything is'nt as bad as i thought.
now, i've known what i wanted to know.
and everything is almost falling in place.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
9:57 PM
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