Sunday, September 17
seeing you just now,
somehow, brought back the pain.
and some memories. thought they were'nt much,
but they were sufficient, to get me wondering what went wrong..
i dont know why,
i thought it was gonna be easy.
i thought i could get over YOU.
i thought..i thought..
and now i'm feeling so messed up.
but i must get back on track.
i will try to forget you
no matter how, no matter what.
coz i dont want to fall that way, ever again...
it kills..really.
to my best friend.
i know,
i've not been picking up ur calls.
but, somehow u always called at the times when i was busy.
but anyway, i did'nt mean to suddenly M.I.A
but we'll meet up soon..when i'm ...uhmm---> more free and emotionally stable?
hahaha. sorry ahh..things has been hard for me recently
you know i love you.
take care..and take good care of the bf also.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
8:16 PM
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