Tuesday, September 26
Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.
I've been searchin' deep down in my soul;
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I said
Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.
I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.
and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,but I'm not giving in this time.
and when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.
goodbye to you.
i never thought this fairytale would end so soon.
but friends we'd always be.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
10:46 PM
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