Saturday, September 23
i've finally thought about it,
and have come to a conclusion that...
getting back with the ex boyfriend, really is'nt a good idea.
1stly being after what happened yesterday
when you shouted at me over something i totally have no control of and something that was'nt my fault, not even one bit.
you should have known better, you know how much i HATE people shouting at me, especially when there's no fcuking reason to do so.
but most importantly,
it'll be because i could never commit again.
i mean, somehow i know you'll love me more than i do, but..
i cant bring myself, seeing you and feeling all crushed inside..
and for once in my life, i cant give my all, or put my heart into this.
simply because, i had already fallen too deeply for another.
and being with you, would be a big lie to myself, and to you and to everyone else.
i am sorry.
attachment is unbelievably over.
i'm going to miss everyone there.
especially SN Jered.
i will see you, in ICU.. in a few years time.
hehh.
i cant wait for the KL trip,
we're gonna be in KL for 2 days and malacca for 1 day
CONFIRMED PARTIES(whom i know)GOING : aishah, bei, hui teng, rui fang, hartini, liya
coolio la,
we're so gonna bunk in each other's rooms at night..(yes darlings-night activities will NOT be missed. dont worry.) heehh, call for room services, talk crap and come up with lame jokes and "performances" and wake up the entire hotel by laughing out really loud...SHOPP ! , EAT, uhmm..EAT and yeah EAT..
i CHOPP hui teng as my sleeping and bus partner AH. hee
dont fight, dont fight..
take turns OKAY.
lol. hahahaha.
cant wait cant wait. cant wait !!!!!
AHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
12:29 AM
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