Sunday, September 10
i woke up at like 2pm.
i feel like a P-I-G.
especially when the fishball noodles mom bought for brekkie
is ultra oily and its making me sick.
its a sunday,
and i wanna go out !!!!!
but i am currently very selective about who i want to go out with
i dont want to go out with overly happy or overly depressed people
because, basically
i have not been exactly very happy and yes,
i so do not wish to be even more remorse or depressed about issues right now
so, screw it.
maybe i'll just go out and get amos
and be a pig at home.
i've gotta let you know
i feel so weak your touch
i never thought i could love someone so much
for you
i'd do anything
that's right
i'm going crazy
i've been thinking lately
Its you and not another
i can no longer go on without you
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
What am I supposed to do with all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what i do
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go, when will that night be over
I
didn't mean to fall in love with youAnd baby there's a name
for what you put me throughIt isn't love it's robberyI'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
see what i mean ?
i hate feeling all sappy and all that shit.
its not me.
i mean hell i am emo
but,
wtf, its like driving me.
HAZEL told me that her first impression of me(without knowing me) was that,
i am very DAO.
okay, DAO means,
arrogant ? stuck up ?
AND SETOH BEI SHAN, i'm not like that because i'm eurasian or ANG-MOH(as you put it) OKAY.
but it was funny la, your intepretation.
haha.
and Hazel said, that when she talked to me,
she cant believe that i'm actually this chatty and funny.
so,
why cant i just be happy ?
maybe i actually am,
at least seeing other people happy,
makes me happy.
and, and,
i dont know why
i suddenly feel like doing this,
but
i know some of you read this..
but.
i wanna thank,
the very very important people(VVIP) in my life.
the first one being tiffany hue hui yin.
for being my best friend, my confidant, my everything
and not forgetting..
the bestest poly friends.
or otherwise known as happy food friends
(in no order of preferance)
Setoh Bei Shan, Aishah SUN, Tan Hui Teng, Lee Lihsien and Tan Ai Li.
there have been rumours(from the YEAR 1s -can you believe it ??),
about me, throwing you all away.
like What the FUCK la,
they dont even know me,
unlike you all do..
and you all already know,
i treasure all of you..
i mean come on !!
i would do almost anything for you all..
i share my food (sometimes) with you all..
i go to your favourite eating places,
even though i hate the food there..
ahh..yes, i help you all not gain weight
i sacrifice me gaining weight
by taking your food also.
HAHA.
all that's more than enough right!!!
heeee.
dont quarrel ahh, all of you are loved equally.
i PROMISE.
hahaha..
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
2:40 PM
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