Monday, August 21
you know what ?
everyone was Right.
i am SPEECHLESS.
dumbfounded, any more to add ?
at this blinking moment.
i am sleepy, and agitated.
i DONT KNOW what i want.
i dont know what i want to do(not career wise)
and i dont want to make any decisions now.
i dont need to make any decisions now.
please dont get me wrong.
i just want to let the river take its course.
if i end up where i wanna be, then i'll be happy
if i dont, i'll cry but hey, god prolly has a plan for me..
know what, this is'nt making sense. i'm very very sleepy, can barely open my eyes.
pardon me everyone.
i'm just not myself.
i try my best not to.
but when i was doing my exam paper, i could'nt keep my mind of you
when i ate oreocheesecake, i could'nt keep my mind of you.
its like you're there, but just not there.. get what i mean ?
somehow..i cant seem to fall for another, the way i fall for you.
and then again,
mmmmmmm......nevermind.
NIGHTS!
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
11:41 PM
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