Sunday, August 20
this entry, is specially for my best friend,
aka, pts, mummie, aka tiffany.
best friend.
you know, i love you and that you mean to me
much more than anyone else does to me
i met you and him today.
i cant help but i want to tell you this, even when i'm in the midst of studying,
from what i see and from what i feel.
he's a nice and GOOD guy,
obviously, he cares alot for you.
(sorry i could'nt remember his name..hee)
alright..
and now, i'm telling you.
guys like him..dont come by very often.
they're either taken or gay, remember?
but i'm not telling you to rush into things.
take it slow, take it really really slow
besides, you both have a year of friendship already. that's a plus point.
the both of us have been in relationships which have always been jaded.
i dont know if its just our unluckyness or what.
but realized all our relationships ?
and now, in a very long while.
i see, someone who can make you happy.
the 'switch' is not gonna be easy. definitely.
but, as much as your heart's broken
the both of us want someone who'll take good care and love us, sincerely.
admit it !!!
and i think he can give you that.
you deserve all the happiness darling. you really do.
and i want to see the happy you.
we should both be done with crying over bad relationships,
i've left behind 1 and a half years of bad rubbish behind..
and i do not regret it one bit
2 years for you, and i think its time you did too. i hate the way that person's treating you
and you deserve better.
trust me, i wont promise you it will be easy, there will be times u'd wish you had'nt broken up
but, with friends like me..you'll pull through..like how i have.
we're both so alike, if i can do this, you can too
i'm moving on, so should you.
take the time, take as much time as you need, get over it, cry all you want..i'm here
and then one day, you will look back and say,
i'm glad i left that path.
i assure you, you'd be happier.
in fact, you already are happier now,
its so obvious.
i'm happier now. join my happy club. hehh.
anyway, i hereby give my stamp of approval to that guy(i'm so sorry i forgot his name ah)
on this date : 20/8/2006 at 11.42pmhe is therefore allowed to
date, hold your hand, hug you, kiss you and be your boyfriend.
(boyfriend ONLY AH, marriage still must have approval again.
oh and please note that this stamp of approval
must be renewed every 6 months, which means i must at least see the both of u once, every 6 months, i said
AT LEAST.)
see, not anyone can be my best friend OKAY.
love you bestie !
hehh.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
11:25 PM
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