Saturday, August 12
i need alcohol, and i'm not getting it.
i am very unhappy about this.
i am very confused.
but someone told me,
be with the one whom u cant live without.
but what if
the one u cant live without,
can live without you?
then again, it does'nt matter anymore.
i'm so afraid i'd be unhappy,
i'm not ready for anything.
i should just bury myself in books
for now.
that's what i've been doing.
i want to forget you.
i want to be able to live without you
like how you can live without me.
its not fair.
can you take the distance?
i cant.
i keep missing you.
but i dont want to.
sighhhh
nevermind,
i shall club and dance my sorrows away tonight.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
12:32 AM
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