Saturday, August 12
i need alcohol, and i'm not getting it.
i am very unhappy about this.
i am very confused.

but someone told me,
be with the one whom u cant live without.

but what if
the one u cant live without,
can live without you?

then again, it does'nt matter anymore.
i'm so afraid i'd be unhappy,
i'm not ready for anything.
i should just bury myself in books
for now.

that's what i've been doing.
i want to forget you.
i want to be able to live without you
like how you can live without me.
its not fair.
can you take the distance?

i cant.

i keep missing you.
but i dont want to.
sighhhh


nevermind,
i shall club and dance my sorrows away tonight.



impulsively and honestly,
yours truly


12:32 AM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo
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