Tuesday, August 22
because life's a bitch, i'm gonna sing this song ALOUD.

i shall not go into details..

anyone can fall
anyone CAN HURT SOMEONE THEY LOVE/DONT LOVE
HEARTS WILL FCUKING BREAK
cause i made a STUPID STUPID STUPID MISTAKE.

seriously,
i'm going out of my mind.
i have no idea what i'm doing,
i feel drunk.
shitte. this is not me. this is not me.
plus,
TELL ME EVERYONE, PLEASE TELL ME

how can my heart break ?
WHEN IT WAS"NT WHOLE TO START WITH?
-kelly clarkson.

i ought to be less forgiving, i should learn to not give a damn about anything or anyone, i should learn to forget it, i should learn learn learn learn to shoo. but noooo.

my selfish stupid heart, as soft as ever, ever readily forgives, never learns which is prolly the only reason why, i always land up being the idiot.

seriously, when will life ever get better ?
HUH?


yes, i am depressed and very much affected by so many things around me
dont ask me why, i myself dont know and dont understand,
i dont think you'd understand and i dont want to try and make anyone understand.

end of sad story.



impulsively and honestly,
yours truly


12:28 AM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo
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