Saturday, July 8
its a saturday,
everyone will hate me when i tell them that,
i SO DO NOT feel like going to school anymore.
i want a HOLIDAY.
firstly because,
i have yet to complete my 1000 word essay due on Monday, 12noon.
i have yet to see my project slides, which I have to present on Monday, 8am.
SO,
HOW NOW !
and there's the finals on Sunday.
Wah laooo eehhhh..think i will stay out till the match ends, and take the first morning bus to go to school. But there's nooo way i could last that long, since school ends at 6pm on Monday. BUMMER!!
attachment has allowed me to lose another 1kg,
clavicle bones more prominent. I LIKE.
i feel like being so anorexic that it'd be defined as Muscle Wastage.
i Just need to lose another 2kg,
have'nt had time to continue my running regime ever since attachment.
so, i'll start again when school reopens
i wonder if i'll still have the stamina..
i've been running 2.4 everyday for the 2 weeks of vacation.
and then some people actually dont believe i can run.
STUPID.
If not for the boyfriend.
i'd prolly either be in the school's Soccer, Rugby or Track team.
i remember saying i had wanted to join either one of these in NP.
attachment, was BAD
the worst ever
but i have found some people who made it a little better
the aunties i looked after were much more grateful,
gave me another reason why i made the right choice to join Nursing.
i had shared a close relationship with them
just that, one of them had to be transferred to ICU,
which made me a little sad..
coz i was her favourite Student Nurse!!
hahha, a bit........ i know
but she used to tell me..
that i'm sweet, and that she likes me alot and that she'd always wait for me to come on shift.
hahahahaaha..okay, enough bragging.
sad la, that she went to ICU, did;nt get a chance to actually say a proper goodbye.
i did'nt even get to transfer her there.
thinking about it, gets me in such a solemn mood
i hope she's alright...i pray she'll recover, at least go back to a ward.
Multiple Organ Abcesses of the Liver, Spleen, Kidneys, Lungs due to Septic Shock.
I'd always remember her case.
On a lighter note,
Micah is coming over, with my Sister i think..
mummy's cooked up a feast for us..
cant wait to see the baby.
not so into the food..
i Dont know man,
eating 1 meal a day is like so normal ever since attachment started.
but i hope i dont get gastritis.
but its been compromising on my Immune System
with my throat inflammation
and i've spotted some folliculits a week ago, which happened last year when i was on aggressive diet as well.
Its time i drown myself with Vitamins and the whole lot of minerals.
AS IF i will
this is starting to be a bloody long entry.
so bai bai.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
11:22 AM
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