Tuesday, July 4
as you can see,
its been 23892743792 days since i've updated.
well i've decided to update today, because
its the 4th of July.
its One Month to my birthday.
haha. insignificant, i know.
but hey, i'll be turning 18 soon.
means : DRIVING LICENSE !
might start studying for the theory after the semester ends.
Its basically been attachments attachments.
For the first time in my attachment life.
I feel like its a bigg drag to go to work,
i DISLIKE the staff, majority of them.
they're bossy and have mood swings almost 24/7.
Especially the ANs.
I mean, hey,
we're here to learn
and of course 2nd priority would be to help
but sometimes there's just too many things to do,
you've got to do your job too.
ultimately, its your responsibility to check it all.
and not just assign tasks everyday,
command us to do this, and do that.
wtf man? where's the fairness?
i have absolutely NO MORE COMMENTS
i shan't disclose the ward number.
its terribly tiring, i hardly go off for break on time,
which ultimately leads to more scoldings.
On a more lighter note.
its 3 more days till attachment ends,
but i'm on Afternoon shift on the last day !!
DAMN!
there goes my ben and jerry's day with yati and bei shan.
I WANT BEN & JERRY'S.
and i feel like having pizza hut fer dinner tonight.
they're having some promotion
maybe i'll be nice and buy my family some pizza.
but i'm already almost broke.
Been've taking ALOT of taxis lately.
PLUS.
i need to see a doctor later.
My throat is'nt any better
i can barely yawn without feeling any pain while doing so.
Again, i dont need MC.
And updates on that special someone whom i have nicknamed..err i dont exactly have
a nickname for him..okay lets just name him : XTX. Its just a nickname !
(((:
Someone told me,
not every red apple is as sweet when you taste it
and the same idiot told me
YET, not every green grape is sour when you taste it.
I DONT KNOW LA. why does it feel so depressing when i'm not talking to XTX ?
HUH ?
i cant seem to tolerate this feeling.
its like KILLING ME.
moreover, he hardly contacts me these days. that makes things so much worst.
OKAY, i should stop kidding everyone.
The reason why i'm not making a bigger fuss out of it is because
he is attached !
So, attached = NO NO. BUT STILL !!! HAIYA.
Okay, i'm lying, lets say, i still like XTX.
with the fact that I, Arielle Clare Nellie De Silva is already almost Single,
i see no harm. i mean, especially when your relationship is half-f*.
when you have an idiot for a boyfriend
whom never seems to understand the meaning of FREEDOM.
okay, enough of complaining.
i just miss him, Alot in fact. :(
but then again,
a sweet apple may not be sweet when you actually taste it.
dammit, i need a love guru.
OFF TO WATCH TV.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
5:15 PM
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