Sunday, June 4
try to remember all these years
we shared the laughters and the tears
all of the promises we'd make..
you're gone for the moment
all my dreams it takes
appreciation back then was rare.
right now, i'm hoping and wishing
the days would pass
because its been only 3 days
and it seems like its forever
another 12 days could possibly kill.
do you hear my heart beating for you
can you hear the sound
coz i can't help thinking
about the way i used to see you daily.

i'm waiting sweets.

tomorrow's the start of common tests
its NSL first
dammit still have NSS lecture tmw.
i'm so moodless for anything.
for school, for studying, for eating
for going out.
its so hard to see myself going out alone
without you.
i guess that's why they say meeting everyday was'nt healthy
and we had to learn it the hard way.
but from now on,
things will change..
every hour now,
i yearn for your messages and calls
but when you do,
its leaving me in tears and i'm speechless.
i dont know how you make me feel this way.
you seem to make me cry
but somehow you put a smile on my face.
even when i'm not with you right now.

i'm glad i've been on your mind
i'm glad you're alright
i'm glad you're still pulling through
i'm glad you're still loving me

thanks for making the day less miserable.

i hope you'll take care.
and be all right
i'll pray for us later,
when i go to church.
you know i love you,
and i know you love me too.

(:

i'm tugging at my hair
pulling at my clothes.
staring at my feet
cheeks turning red
feeling nervous
trying to be so perfect
coz i know you're worth it
you're worth it
i wanna be with you
every night
i wanna see you go down
and say
marry me today
wishing my life away
with these things i'll never say.
((((:

coz i know you're worth it
you're worth it
((((((((((((((((((:

*thanks for making my day.



impulsively and honestly,
yours truly

2:36 PM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo