Lepidotera Princesse

Tuesday, June 13

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that
I wouldLike to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall.

messages after messages
i swore to myself i would NEVER
go for some underagee party.
where they do not serve alcohol
or where there's a mix party.
1. i'm already turning 18 and i'm not very excited about it either
2. i don't wanna join under 18 kids
3. i think its stupid, pay for alcohol and get carbonated drinks
4. its just gonna be totally sleazy with immature kids dressing all
slutty and all, trying to seem mature. When in actual fact. They do not.
5.I so do not want to be associated with them.

i had an awful dream last night
dreamt i was still in STC ?
like wth?
and dreamt that mummy had meningitis
and had to be warded and all.
i think i'm thinking about the Rudy incident too much
that the word "fits" is hypersensitive(to me at least)
i pray his condition will improve.

its the holidays
i have many things to do
like plan for saturday and sunday
change my hamster's beddings
tidy up my desk
tidy up the junk under my bed.
sort out my clothes
and yet
i am plain lazy to complete all these tasks
and therefore i claim i'm bored.
which in actual fact I AM !!!
but i'm quite glad the tests are over.
now just gotta cringe over the results
which i know would'nt be very fascinating
for Nursing Research- i'm just hoping for a 50%, thats a D Grade
for Nursing Skills Lab - i screwed up Practical. i'll probably get only a C+ Grade
for Nursing Science 1.1- i studied for the wrong paper. the highest i can possibly get would be a C+ Grade
for Nursing Science 1.2 - That HumChingPeng made it so tough and tricky, i'd say just C Grade
for Pharmacology - Wah lao, the MCQ was super cheem. i think i at most only get B
so there goes my 3.5 GPA.
you can see its not on my wishlist anymore.
coz i think its almost impossible.
year 2 is'nt as easy anymore.
in fact, i'm almost giving up.
Is it just Ngee Ann or is it both NYP and NP nursing that's tough?
i'm wondering how am i going to graduate with at least a 3.5 GPA
which probably is just enough to land myself a seat in NUS.
yes, people
i'm planning to enter NUS Bachelor of Science(Nursing) after i serve my 3 years in NUH.
its either that or SIM which i'm soooo not keen on doing so.
but whatever it is, i'll upgrade. No matter what it takes.

impulsively and honestly,
yours truly

10:20 AM

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