Thursday, June 22
once again and again,
i am having that usual tachycardia.
arrhythmia, whatever.
can anyone imagine
how'd it be like
to have to feel your heart beating and racing like crazy
every second or minute of the day?
i'm surprised, its been 3 weeks
and i have'nt suffered from heart failure yet.
i ought to control this
before i fall into a series of depression
or worst die of myocardial infarction
this is what nursing does.
get my drift?
lol
muahahahahahaha
i know i know its crazy
but i could'nt help but flood his inbox with 25 messages within 1 hour?
well i was basically complaining about how boring a life i'm leading now,
missing him all the time
and i'm so worried with the fact that majority of his bunk mates a falling ill
they might quarantine them if more of em report sick(according to him)
so quarantine means i cant see him on Saturday !!!!!
SCREAMS !!!!!!!
no quarantine! no quarantine!
if he does, i'll shop till i go broke and drown myself with alcohol to get myself to sleep.
okay,
i was kidding on the alcohol part. maybe just a little.
but the shopping part.. heh
which reminds me, i'll have to call hui teng. NOW
we're going shopping later at marina.
alright, so she's up
and what a question to ask
"eh you wearing skirt or pants?"
Me: I dunno la. you leh?
her: you want to wear skirt?
Me: okok. wear skirt.
LOL
lame enough
hahahaah
i'm so bloody happy.
The boyfriend just called...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i just transfered cash from his account to mine
for once he's supporting me going shopping
he actually told me to get myself something!!
i was thinking, sian not much cash to shop at marina.
and now..
TADA
i have cash from my beloved boyfriend.
lol
i'm sooooo set on goin shopping man.
now i'm thinking, hmmmmmm
hahaha
and he also said he should have given me his Mastercard.
and i said WHY DID"NT YOU??
*evil laughs.
then i can swipe swipe swipe all my purchases.
but its not as if i dont have a Debit card.
i have my VISA !
but i gotta transfer money there. pretty troublesome.
and swiping costs as well
they chargea few dollars on your purchase for using debit card.
ok la, i'm going to be late..
as usual. not as if hui teng will be early.
I'm sooooo happy.
See shopping makes me euphoric!
Keeps my mind off things for a while.
Maybe i should msg him 28 messages(of me being depressed and sad) within 1 hour more often
okay okay i'm like extorting him.
but who cares?
his money is mine,
mine is mine
heeee
EH.
Now i sound like some evil girlfriend who's only after his money.
i'm just joking alright. I love my boyfriend whether he is broke or Rich.(i'm serious)
Dont get the wrong idea people.
Because if he INSISTS i take his money to SHOP
then okay, i wont say anything.
its not like this happens very often
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAMMMMMMMS
i have more money to shop.
OKAY !!
BAI BAI !!
OH WAIT !! THERE"S BEN AND JERRY"S AT SUNTEC!!
and marina is soooooo near suntec!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wan ben and jerry's
i used to eat it like everyday when he was working there.
i wan ben and jerry's
I like chocolate cookie dough. *slurrps!
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
10:59 AM
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