Saturday, June 3
it scares me
too see couples break because of ns
i've just seen one.
actually,
i myself have been in that position a while ago..
but i guess at that time ns was'nt exactly the reason.

but i'm feeling slightly better today.
its 5pm
i've been stressed out over mugging for the whole afternoon
food surprisingly is starting to be the last thing on my mind.
i hate queesy stomachs and anxiety filling in 24/7
somehow, i'm just worried for you
but i know you'd be fine.
i appreciate the times you've been trying to call me up whenever you could
reply my messages despite having only 3 batteries with you to last you for 2 weeks.
i hope it lasts.
a week has'nt even gone by.
and one battery's down to by 2 bars.
pray my nokia dose'nt fail on you.

you asked me to go to church to pray for us.
i think i just will.
pray we'd stick together till 020608
that's soooooooo long.
but its worth it
rightt

i'm so lifeless now that blogging is perhaps the only thing i can do
besides watching tv and studying.
i'm trying ter lose weight.
at least 1kg a week.
that's not much to ask of right.
i hope it'll work.
especially since i have not been eating well
and i don't meet him for dinner.
that's quite good.
seriously,
it is'nt that bad
but just that both stressors tie in
and it becomes a biggie for me to take.
other than that, i'm doing OKAY.

thanks teng, for offering you in place of him
haha.
but think shane needs you la huh.
haha
even if i turn lesbian, it would'nt be with you.
OKAY
hahahahahahahaha
right you're so going to kill me..
k la k la..
love you la.
lol


* still lovin you all day.
take care please.
you're always on my mind.


impulsively and honestly,
yours truly

4:51 PM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo