Saturday, June 3
i think it gets better day by day
at least i'm trying to be positive
my eyes, they're like not fit to face civilisation
so i shan't go out.
actually, i just remembered i grounded myself
its the freaking common tests.
i ought to be at home mugging.
i realized how much i love planning
okay that's so sudden
anyway,
i'm also planning, to head for the gym next next week,
after the tests.
Captain's ball challenge is on the 9th. i can hardly wait.
i want my life to be jam packed with events that i can barely think about him
but then again,
its impossible.
i've been thinking of taking some exercise classes.
to actually kill time and yes ultimately get fit.
i reckon i could still ace a 2.4km right now.
i'm always so lethargic or at least i always could'nt
find the time to do so.
news came in bad yesterday, i thought it was pretty dumb
i cried over it.
after realizing 3 minutes later it does'nt make a difference
if his BMT extends to 6 months or it remains as 3 months
i still won't be able to see him till the weekends for the remaining 2 years.
but they say absence makes the heart grow fonder(its the 2nd time i've said that)
but i'm very sure that i'll get used to it.
you see,
i have a tendency to get used to things pretty fast.
and i guess that's good right?
but the problem would be when i get too used to it..
till i don;t give a damn.
now, that's scary.
because clare is VERY VERY capable of that.
we'll see what comes our way.


hehe.
the stupid karnag guni man is making so much noise.
so i'm competing with him
with MUSIC. lol
i'm just looking forward to friday
its the end of common tests and on saturday we're going
BATAM
okay not so extravagant
but its a class outing!!!
with some other classes too
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
shopping shopping..spa spa spa..massage massage!!
i CAN"T WAIT!!

i wanna go YEP India!!
coolness!!

mr karang guni man is gone!!
hahahahahahaha

i'm sorry
i'm suffering from bipolar manic depression
HEH.

i love you mr buckbeat.
come back soon ohgay!!
((((((((((:

*i'm just so NOT ready to see a shaved head.
UH-OH..
freak!!!!!!




impulsively and honestly,
yours truly

11:03 AM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo