Wednesday, June 21
i hate the inner most feeling which somehow cannot be expressed.
deep breathing helps, but its effect lasts temporarily.
leaving my heart racing yet again after that few seconds of calmness.
i'm afraid if i deep breathe too much, i might hyperventilate.
it sucks really, waiting for your call. Since its already 2217hrs.
When you usually do by this time.
i know, its a little too early too be complaining
but i cant help it
i'm missing you alot.
i try calling, despite knowing that your phone is switched off.
Sigh.
i dont like this feeling at all.
i just wish i could fall into a really deep sleep
that i'll wake up to only in 2008.
of course its impossible
but can be accomplished if i have a bad fall or something
suffer massive brain clots,
the main thing would be to fall into a coma.
but then again,
i would'nt be sure if i'll wake up by 2008.
OKAY, its all bull..
i'm not in a very good mood to blog now.
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
10:02 PM
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