Tuesday, May 30
this is all so wrong. its not supposed to happen this way
im not supposed to be this way.
i promised myself i would'nt let one drop fall.
i'm feeling so weak,
i don;t understand what's going on.
i've got common tests in less than a week.
i need to study, i need to do well.
i can't afford to let this happen
i must be strong..
i must be strong....
i was stronger than this..
i can do this.
holding on...
holding on.....
leaving is never easy.
2 more days.
2 more days.
never thought it could be this hard.
i had lied to myself, over and over
proclaiming i'd be happier.
now, i'm living off the remaining of the days with you
in hidden misery.
i'd wait, i'll wait.

let me hold you*
mahal kita


impulsively and honestly,
yours truly

9:08 PM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo