Sunday, May 14
it may sound disgusting but i could'nt help but just drop sleepily dead on my bed when i got home, and now, i still smell of ciggarettes even when i don't smoke. Woke up with a hangover, which was a rather bad.
was at cheeky's yesterday. I like what they did to the place, nice but simple layout, lightings etc. BUT, believe it or not, i was hardly dancing. I have no idea if its because i was bored or because i've outgrown the clubbing frenzy. I must have outgrown it. The music was ALRIGHT, RnB, Hip Hop and banghra(wtf??). They played so many songs i did'nt know and alot of them were old like- Superstar?? .I think the only happening song they played and i would LOVE to dance to was RUN IT by Chris Brown, but FUCK, i was outside, trying to relax my smoked eyes. And worst still, the place had blackouts like 3 times. Can you imagine ? REFUND REFUND REFUND!! lol. and the place was too smoky, had my eyes hurting and all that shit. With the blackouts, air-conditioning was bad too. It was so hot in there and oh yes, the DJ just had to ply HOT IN HERE by nelly. SO NOT COOL.(literally)
i'm still stacked with work. Aishah !! we'll chill together on the 30th okies. i PROMISE. then we can let our hair down and dance till the dawn breaks and go to school the next day like zombies(we'll be sleeping partners in lectures)
everyone is probably in their most stressed peak ever and it never seems to end. Never knew it'd be so tough. but i'm still surviving. thanks a gazillion to the important people. who never fail to make life a blissful one despite all the shit it puts you through. Thank you
girlfriends.
You've been everything to me
You've been and always will be
the apple of my eye
i know its hard to believe
you're still the biggest part of me
all i'm living for
i still think about you
i still dream about you
i still want you
and need you by my side
still mad about you
all i ever wanted was you
you're still the one
you're still the one.
i'm still in love with you
*hey you, i know you, you know me, you've seen me, i've seen you, i've smiled at you, you've smiled at me. hey hey, those mysterious eyes. you've got me dying to see you. To see your smile. You ai'nt got to say a word. Just smile for me, just smile for me right. Because every girl dreams of you, every girl wants to be with you, you're always with them, they'd die to have that. Won't you stay with me a little longer,
my sweet cassanova. coz you've got me smiling till the ends of the earth
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
11:14 AM
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