Thursday, April 13
yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive.
here i go again, blogging in the wee hours of the morning. I think i might need some psychological help. In Pyschology, the brain tells ya to switch off the lights, so that the brain will tell itself it is time to sleep, due to some chemical produced. shitte i cant remember what its called. damn it, but pardon me, pretty please for my deteroiating stm. ooooohh i just realized this font is nicehh. and grace is so irritating ! i feel like SLAPPING her please !! lol. okay alright, i won't exaggerate, but stupid girl/butch..whatever~ she's bullying the shitte outta me. SOBS SOBS. someone please save me. i can't wait to see her in school, or for starters, online, then i can fcuk her up good and proper(not literally) but urgggghhhh!! i so wanna SCREAM at her. seriously i don't know why i'm hyped up over this, i can take jokes, but she's just...okay, maybe she just stepped on the wrong toe. okay lah, i admit, i still do love her to bits la. lol. but STILL !!!! *controls punches* i could fess up a punch in no time. woot wootss..think i'd send her the almost naked girl picture to her. SEE i'm NICE. then she can drool and do the big M all she wants, that is, if she does lah. okay, think if she ever reads this, she MIGHT just REALLY KILL me. i miss her !! and her craziness !! i miss the girls at S&W. We always had all the fun and laughters, cracking up lame jokes and laughing our asses off at each other, makin fun of each other while climbing. i still remember taking a pic of aishah climbing like a koala. Awww...SOOooo cute.
Yati's birthday is coming on the 15th. Die. how could i forget ?!? I feel so young man. I'm the 2nd youngest in group 10 and very soon, i'll be the youngest in my new class- group 6. And then this reminds me of the Vaunt @MOS. Asked dotter, she said she dose'nt wanna go coz too many people and samm, she says she dose'nt want to club with 15&16 year olds. and that sentence hit me hard. i was like HOLLY COW ! WTF ?!? i'll be clubbing and shaking booties with 15&16 year old KIDS. that's so UNCOOL. like what did i say about the ROMP thing at Zouk?!? i said it was DUMB, did'nt i?!? And now, look at whose the dumbbass. okay, but i'm really doin this for BUCKBEAT, coz we wanted to clubb like before he goes in. P.S. I am sorry SAMM, can't make it on FRIDAY. i would really love to..but no $$$ now till 25th. SIGHH. being cash strapped is what i so DO NOT need now, coz its the bloody holidays, another week and a few days before school starts. Like YIPPEE DOO DAA!, i can't wait.lol to be exact, its a week and 3 days. i've decided to keep quiet about the induction day briefing, since no one told me about it. *pissed off!! i'm waiting, waiting, for the letter. damn, please tell me i got it ! please! i really wanna go! but i've been waiting for 2 weeks! and it fcuking never came.SINGS: Stop oh yeah wait a minute Mr Postman, is there a letter a letter for me? Oh won't you deliver the letter, the sooner the better !!!!!! i'll so kiss Mr Postman if i get the letter. right, but then again, on second thoughts. HELL NO. i'll give him a Nickel. lol. like he'll just throw it in my face and tell me to go home silly girl. right, i'm being lame, and this entry is starting to get boringly random. i'm sorry, please excuse, my thoughtless nonsencial rantings.
2 years and counting and still i miss all that we'd share. have you forgotten?? i have'nt. (:
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
3:02 AM
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