Tuesday, April 11
I long for,
the warmth of,
days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life's empty, without you
By my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try
When I get the courage to know somebody new
It always falls apart cos they just can't compare to you
You're the one that makes me bow under ball and chain
Reminsce, think about
As I watch 4 seasons to change
Here comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and hits the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
As springtime makes it's way here, lilac blooms remind me of
The scent of your perfume
Reminsce inside of love,
On summer nights, indeed
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
No no chance the leaves of trees are bare, when you're not here
It doesn't feel the same
Remember
The nights when
When we closed our eyes
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Everytime I think about these things I shared
I'm not gonna cry,
cos I get so emotional
Underneath it makes me think
I'm under ball and chain
This loneliness has crushed my heart
Please let me love again
'Cause I'm devoted girl find me and ease my pain
But 4 seasons will bring
The loneliness again
When you're not here
It doesn't feel the same
am i not pretty enough?
don't i make you laugh?
shoould i try it harder?
why do you see right through me?
you would never know how i feel
i don't love you no more
its funny how i hate seeing you happy.
yet i'd wish you were.
but darling, its those times that have been missed
would'nt you agree?
Someday you'd know
Someday you'd know
When everything seemed too late
and when i'd be a hundred miles away
when i would' nt see that smile on your face no more
That fate-less day darlin'
i'd let you'd know.
i'd let you go.
I hope you find strength my dear friend.
i'll be around soon.
i'm sorry.
you know i love you.



impulsively and honestly,
yours truly


1:56 PM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo
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