Sunday, March 12
to love is a duty.
to be loved is a success.
to be with someone u love u is an achivement.
to be with someone who loves u is life.
one day u will ask me wad i love more?
u or my life?
when i say my life
u would walk away from me without knowing,
that u are my life.
my everything.
love is e best medicine.
double the doses if it dose'nt work.
dont hold somthing in ur arms that
u could never hold in ur heart.
never take someone fer granted.
hold every person close to your heart.
because you might wake up one day
ann realise that u have lost a diamond,
while u were too busy collecting stones.

Love is for Fools.


Was talking to an old friend(hah)
the one who was there throughout my last 2 years
in STC
and we were talking about why we were so blind back then
well, its got me thinking
and,
yes i was BLIND
1. to fall for A
2. to fall for B
3. and at times, i think i'm blind,to fall
for C.

looking back
i had wasted,
3-4 years of my life
trying
crying
running
hiding
lying
self-mutilating
suicide tendencies

well
i never seem to learn my lesson
or maybe i'm just collecting stones
but there really is'nt any dime to lose
because i've already lost it
but then,
back to this.
i'm
STILL
trying
crying
running
hiding
lying
but NOT
self-mutilating
suicide tendencies
that's an improvement right ?


Come to think again,
i would never be happy
maybe i'm asking for too much
or maybe i don't treasure what's given
or maybe,
what's given,
is'nt good enough
maybe i don't like compromising
or maybe i'm selfish
or maybe i get tired easily
or maybe
all i could do is love
but truth is
no one,
could ever really love me
maybe,
not the way i would like it to be.

but whatever.
i do enjoy collecting stones
and reminiscing
the reminist
*sometimes ..
(:




impulsively and honestly,
yours truly

12:33 AM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo