Sunday, March 19
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside


An old love said this today :
How are you.
My ex love..
So Sad..
Been two years
Yet you never forgive me..
I die in your thoughts every day..

In my heart, my reply would be
sweets
I'm doing fine
i never said i never forgave you
Just that i could never forget.

You never knew me
Yet how could you love me?

and then i realize.
yes its been two freakin years.
since then.
this is me
this is clare arielle
or clare nellie
this is all i am
whatever i am now
i've been built
on my past
the past 2 years
they were long gone
but the scars,
literally remain
but i'm better
wiser, smarter
and i work harder.
so that
i never make the same mistakes
ever again.

i am learning,
and i grew.
appreciate
the angels in white
who helped me along the way


(:


impulsively and honestly,
yours truly

3:03 PM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo