Saturday, February 18
try to remember all these years
we shared the laughters shared the tears
thought that forever it would be
i realized you lied to me
i still hold on
still dream of days when we were young
you played with my heart
played with my mind
but i miss you finally
right from the start
our love made me blind
but i miss you finally


i was watching my super sweet 16 earlier. and i was thinking..
these really rich girls. i rich, that they'd spend at LEAST $10 000 on their 16th birthday.
and when you watch it. you're like oh my goodness gracious me. damn i wish i have a party like that. yes, i am jealous. every bit of me is green with envy. but on the other hand, i feel utterly disgusted. these girls, are 16, and are like pouty whiny princesses, they make everyone sound pathetic. its like everyone is dying to get invited to their party, and they're amused at the way people are desperate to go for the party and often you see the birthday girl's friends arguing with her, for not getting the oh so prestigious invites. in addition to why i feel disgusted is that these girls have absoulutely no sense of maturity, like they go "MOMMMMM !!! from their rooms after having their breakfast, and they ask their mom, who's gonna clear my breakfast tray now? "and their poor mother is like i'll get the butler to do that, and the mom, goes to her room and clears the breakfast tray. godd.. and you should watch how much the girl tells her mom to shut up when getting a dress and all that and when her mom gets her a car for her birthday..the bitch is like, oh my godd, thank you mom..i love you !! and then i'm thinking, yeah right you, she loves her mom for the bloody car and her mom dose'nt realize it one bit. but then again, the mom probably knows.and their party is like amazingly panache and all that and yes, birthday princess gets whatever she wants, whenever she wants it, because the whole world revolves around her. so yes, i think the party's awesome, its like a whole clubbing experience for minors excluding the alcohol of course.

my exam starts next saturday with pharmacology.
and i need to get at least a B+ for that, because i only had a C for my common test.
and... he's got one of the papers on the same day, same time and SAME LOCATION ALSO.
like how coincidental ?? so we'll be having our paper on tuesday together in the same hall. just that my seat is 287, his is 45?
lol

and i am so pissed that my hair has'nt been growing.
someone please tell me what should i do to make my hair grow longer !!!
urrgghh.
i aim to perm my hair at the end of this year.haha

its planning dammit.



impulsively and honestly,
yours truly


3:43 PM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo
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