Friday, February 3
why did you
you have to make things so complicated
a part of me,
still wants you back
a part of me
tells me,
that this will do both of us good
i choose to live on that
that this separation
would do us both some good
and i hope to get over you
i really do
seeing you in school
is torture enough
and to the other you,
i am sorry
i did'nt mean to mislead you
but i've promised myself,
i would'nt make the same mistake again
i will not get attached in a streak ever again..
i will not move from one to another, continuosly
i think i need a break
its been 3 years
how much have i been bearing for 3 years?
i'm 18
its time i get down to being true to myself
i'd just need some time
if you would spare me some time.
hopefully,
time will heal the wounds,
you're nice and all that,
i like you
but i don't love you just yet..
i'm sorry..
i need to change..
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
11:11 PM
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