Sunday, January 8
my blog is acting strange..always giving me the error message and my music is like overlapping like an accapella. lol. but i find refreshing the browser rather helpful. you people can do that too.



and then its you. i feel like the crying fool. sitting here, watching your life past me by. i realize how much unecessary shitt i've unknowingly put myself through..because time has pass and i am still hanging on, while obviously some mf is'nt. like pleasee, someone do strangle me till my deathbed !! at times i so feel like avoiding you, but just when i had forgotten about you, you jump straight right onto my path with stupid messages that make me have flashbacks of our memories. right now, you're silent, but how long would you remain like this ? make up your mind, while i try to make up mine. one day when i'm strong enough, i'll have I'm gone from your life, for good..then maybe, maybe, things would be better for you and me..someday i will..someday when i'm gone from your life, everything is gonna be right again..

*i must have been blinded..all my life..

nobody said you'd feel so good
nobody said you'd be so beautiful
nobody warned me about your smile
you're the light
when i close my eyes
i'm colorblind.

dear you, how can i not love you?


impulsively and honestly,
yours truly

1:13 PM

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Tentative 2009 Calendar♥
Mar 23rd: HongKong&Korea with you
Aug 4th: My 21st
USA Trip with Aishah

WishList♥
Class 3 License
Be an ICU nurse
Digital Camera
iPod Nano
Sony Vaio Pink Lappie
Phuket April with You
Taipei Nov 09 with colleagues
HongKong&Korea March 09 with You
Western US Aug 09 with Aishah
Degree in Nursing
Adv. Dip in Critical Care

My Bucket List♥
Be a Critical Care nurse
A Eurotrip
Bungee Jumping
Visit a Volcano
Scuba Dive
Get a tattoo