Monday, January 16
this is what i need,
make it hot now
its gonna make my heart stop now
you're the life i'm into
to share the dreams i believe
someone who truely understands
this is what i need.
apparently, you mock at my dreams,
you mock at every aspect of what i enjoy doing,
you mock my profession,
you give it no chance to prove its worth
but that's fine by me..
suddenly, you're gone,
*laughs
its funny,
but then that message again,
and then i start singing
there she goes,
there she goes again..
oh *f you.
i've made up my mind,
have you?
and i'm laughing
at you*you played the game to break me
and yes i was broken,
now i don't think i would go believing you,
yes, you say the past is the past,
and that you've changed,
but unfortunately,
i have'nt quite changed
so BEAT THAT.
you're so good at being a liar,
that sometimes i wonder if what you are
is fake...
i've moved on darlin,
and you-
i've decided i can't forget you
and i never will.
so i'm moving on, again.
*laughs
it drives me crazy..
but i love day-dreaming,
about the dream i'll never live..
it makes me happier..
attachment has been great..just that "macdonalds" is such a bitch. actually, "bitch" is'nt the word, she's just damn blooddy irritating, KPKB only !! but i feel bad, yes, i do have a heart, coz she got all of us something, and...blah blah blah...
but oh oh, there's this darn good looking speech therapist and i hardly say that anyone is cute or good looking, except this dyke from np who is quite(actually DAMN) cute too..but..no, no thoughts of what so ever(yea rigghtt)..*SCREAM!!!!!!!
oh bummers !!
i think i'll stop rigghhttt herree
my mama made my favourite soup !!
its lotus root soup with chicken feet.
its majorly delicious
and majorly addictive.
its like DA BOMB !!
haha.
i love my mama.
*muahh to my mama.
muah muah muah
i'm crazy
impulsively and honestly,
yours truly
9:02 PM
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